I'm such a traitor. I was in Slithas for O1, now i'm in Zephon for O2. 

I like Zephon cheers cuz you can do them with much enthusiasm. I remember forgetting the words to the cheers when I was in slithasssss. ahahaha but i love shrimp for being the clanmaster. she was such a powerhouse.

ok i don't know what else to write.

i went home when they went for B-manji. i did it legally.. ofcourse..



hais........................................... im bored.....................................

i'm back from a 2 day camp, hopefully a better person.

sadly however, i'm sick, again.

astaghfirlahalazim.

pray i get well soon ok?

and here's a shoutout to my lovely sisters from K.K., I LOVE YOU GUYS! I miss camp already :(

Hi I'm back from Kampung and I'm down with a horrible fever and flu. Boo.

So I left, in a hurry, (trying to run away from a certain someone), for johor after Roadrun. There was a massive jam at woodlands and we were stuck there for almost an hour or so, typical holiday traffic, eh? Upon reaching kampung, it was already maghrib, so I did the usual socialising with the toddlers. I find hakim so adorable! I found out he's in nursery now, so he can like, talk!


Hakim watching cartoon, I think. These kids are OBSESSED with pre-school disney that they hog the television. I remembered he to threw a tantrum when we changed the channel.


Hakim's younger sis, Mahirah. She has the sweetest smileeeee which u can't see right now cos she's poutingggg.

Later that night my Pak Long came, so the boys had their gaming session. So I was left to play with the toddlers. Hello Kak Izyan. Hakim says it so adorably!

The next day I woke up early to follow my dad and uncle to get breakfast! I had fun cuz I could choose the kuehs that i liked. Like this long thing wrapped in some leaf with pulut and serunding inside and this other kueh which had serundingall over the pulut. Hahaha I love malay food please. My uncle bought like, 30 packets of nasi lemak :O So the very the alot leh. And like, a packet is priced at 50cents! CHEAP RIGHT.

I got back and knocked out till 12, cuz they were all getting ready to go to my cuz's house at mutiara rini! Cuz the whole point of going back to kampung was for the bbq! Yay! 

before the bbq, i can only remember playing in the pool with my cuzzins cos the little kids like yusuf were playing and we didnt want anything bad to happen. hahaha. instead of playing in the pool, yusuf got fascinated by my father who was playing golf on the patch of grass. so every time my dad hit the ball he will go like "YAYYYY" and he'll clap his hands. for a kid his age, he's talented ah! haha after like cheering a few shots, he got out of the pool and played around with the golf club and balls. hahaha. soo cuteeeeeeee. he'll go like "goff goff" and give that grin and he'll swing his club aimlessly. ahhh cuteee!!

anywayy, pictures!

 
Munirahhhhh. She sticks to my like glue. 


 
Mahirah so cute please!

 
Munirah and Mursyidah. Hahaha Syidah bogehhhh. 

 
Okay ugly shot here. There's my nenek and my mak long and my mak andak and my cuzzin.

 
Here's the otah boys. Basirah was the chief. hahaa. She calls them the "yayasan duduk bawah" cos they were sitting on the floor eating. macam kesian gitu.

 
The grill people. Actually the one grilling is my cousin in white and my bro. My mom cume sibuk2 je. hehehe. There was a long line waiting for the sotong which took such a long time to cook. Haha anw, we should have sotong in the bbq menu! It tastess gooood. 

 
Mak & Pak uteh. hahaha

 
Basirah & I! :D 

 
My mom and an empty tray of food. :O

 
My cuzzzz who was obsessed with her camera! hahaha she kept taking photos of foodstuff. hahaha her mom was like, "kau ni buat ape" haha but me and basirah were very interested cos we like photographyyyy and taking artistic shots. so like, for every thing she took we gave it a name like "banana" and "yellow" hhahaha funny i tell u

 
The kids on a bike. "Malaysia Boleh" haha

So that night, I slept over at my cousins house while my parents wnet back to kampung. Basirah's cousins came over after all my relatives left and we watched the fireworksssss which is like so lawaaa but too bad i never take peektures. for my eyes only. hahaha

then that night,  i slept in my cuz's room and we talked the usual stuff. haha i like talking to her, always got something fun to talk about. hahaha :) 

haha after all the talking, we knocked out at around 1plus. at around 3 i woke up and puke everything i ate out. so my puke tasted like acidddd and it tasted so badddd it went up my nose and the next morning i had flu! and fever! omggszxzxzxzd. 

I can't remember what happened the next day buttt I remember my cousin fetching me with my dad's car. he's such a fast driver that i got scared that he kept weaving in and out of the lanes. and he calls me fat. which i cant deny lah. cos i am. hahaha. 

then i my other cousin drove and he also sped like mad. whoa these youngsters ah, they drive so fassttttt and so coooolll. aren't you even one bit scared? haha

The next dayyyyy, I went to Pasar Tani with my parents and Pak&Mak andak and Pak Andak bought me this:

 
JACKFRUIT! cos, i went like "ooh I smell jackfruit" but there wasn't a jackfruit in sight. but when i finally saw one, he asked me if i wanted to buy but i told him no, cuz i just like the smell

we walked a few stalls later and we saw another fruit shop. he then bought one at 11 ringgit. hahaha so sweet right! and he kept going "nanti jangan lupa makan" so i did when i got back! it tasted so niceeeeeee :) hahahah

anyway, pasar tani is such a cool place. i saw so many weird things, apart from myself being there. cos i kept singing. and doing stuff. hmm. 

i shall go off now. i want to do geepee hmwk.
twooodles

aku belum bersedia untuk memulakan sekolah dengan sirius. setiap kali aku merenung jadualku yang telah diconteng dengan pena berwarna warni itu, aku tergamam. walaupun pernah terlintas difikiranku perasaan ghairah untuk mula belajar semula, tetapi setiap kali aku ghairah, setiap kali aku teringat akan peperiksaan A yang semakin mendekat. dua tahun yang lalu, aku mampu untuk memberi alasan untuk mengelak daripada membuat kerjaku dengan sirius. tidak mengapa jika aku gagal. peringkat A masih jauh lagi. tetapi, sekarang aku tidak mampu untuk mengelak. aku harus menghadapi realiti. dua tahun lagi sebelum aku menduduki peperiksaan yang akan menentukan arah tujuan hidupku. hai. 

okay. maybe it's just me, or it's the after-effect of playing too much sahibba.

1. my dad took the time off to send the carnival stuff to school. i love him so much.
2. i met my childhood friend on my way home. never changed one bit. (: misses to u!
3. i had dinner with my mom and my 2 brothers. this hardly happens cuz we're never a complete bunch. i guess my brothers are all grown up now. they don't like family outings and what nots.
4. firdaus made me smile amidst the stress that i was going through. thank you muchos :)
5. my prototype works. thank you Allah for giving me the inspiration :)

now that i thought about it, i should've gone to go green day. but i had fun at madrasah anyway. met up with the primary school gang and talked about O level results and what courses they should take. fun, really. i realised that the guys in my class are awfully hilarious. they're full of crap. i mean, not literally lah. they're so merepek, you know, with the usual comments that make people laugh. the class would be quiet otherwise.

after madrasah, i got home and slept for awhile.. till i woke up with a horribly numbed leg. i couldn't walk. my legs felt like they were not there! then after the numbness subsided, i started to have semut-semut. omg that just suckeddddd. after the whole numb-leg-cannot-move episode, i received a call! the go green day-ers have finished collecting newspapers! so i rushed and changed and went out of the house. instead of the hjh maimunah plan, we settled for ayam penyet instead! i can't believe we ate so much. Gado-gado + a plate of ayam penyet each + chips + 2 glasses of HAPPY SODA! a recipe for disaster. then after filling our stomachs, we had an unexpected treat by cikgu at swensens! hehehe. GIANT EARTHQUAKE BABY!!!! shared among 7 hungry girls no wait nadh, aida and i make 2 persons each so that's like, 10 PEOPLE! hahahaha.

i swear i hate I NEVER. i shall never let out any of my secrets again! *stares at nadh and her underwear*

anyway, after laughing our asses off at swensens, probably making the most noise, cikgu sent ALL of us home, right at our doorstep! I was last on the list, so i sat through the whole journey from orchard to toa payoh to bedok to tanah merah to pasir ris to seng kang and finally to my house! I so love cikgu la :) and she's such a cool driver and all that. hahaha :)

i wonder how it would be like when my mom gets her liscence hehe. 

I'm feeling narcissistic and full of myself, so here goes:

1. i'll go weak in the knees if someone serenades me with a song on his guitar.

ok so much for being narcissistic and random. all i can think of right now is my guitar and the song "more than words". :) hehehe

 
1979-2008

I'm sad. First it was Steve Irwin. I still haven't gotten over him yet. I still see him dancing around on TV. It's hard to actually accept the fact that that is all that is left of him. Just a mere memory. Now it's Heath. Hmm, Maybe I should go into the media industry. So when my time comes, at least I have something for my family to remember me by.

Rahhhhhh. Hello I had fun today! Compared to the 5 days that have passed. Terrorism seminar today, wore a blazer that was too small for me. Step kurus lagi la. I could barely breathe in it. Lesson learnt, never underestimate your size Izyan.

We the minahips went for a terrorism talk today by NJC at NAFA!!! Omg I've always wanted to step into NAFA, I always thought it was cool. I admire artsy fartsy people, they've got so much style. Not like me, plain boring science student in a muggernation school. I'm not complaining, I'm just stating a fact. Hehe. Anyway, we thought we were late, cos the campus was extremely quiet but it turns out we were one of the first few to arrive. Hey hey! Janji melayu as usual. Turn out was quite little, I can't blame them. It was early in the morning, I wouldn't have woken up that early if cikgu had not put our names down. 

The uhm, 6 of us sat in a row. Haha I love us we're so merepek. & I love aida's antics, she's so funny! especially her dances! While the three of us, ati, nad and i had to pretend to be all demure and "mature"(i hate that word) haha we couldn't help but to do orientation cheers. (i miss orientation :( ) 

Anywayyy, the first part of the seminar was just token and the students' presentations, which to me was interesting lahhh for the first part.. then i started getting hungry and all i could think of was break break break for FOOOOOOD. so when it finally ended, we wanted to get the food but somehow or rather we were in the circle where Dr Yaacob was talking to a bunch of inquisitive students. So we kaypohed and listened to him talk which was worth the time because he's such a charismatic person! I could just listen to him talk and understood everything he said. I could at least relate to what he was talking! & we missed break for that. So bye bye food and hello grumbling stomach.

2nd part of the seminar was uhm interesting by content but boring by presentation. Of my 2 years of powerpoint presentations and project work, i've never sat through one that had the speaker sitting down and reading directly off the script WORD FOR WORD. Omg, lucky for the interesting content, if not i had fallen asleep right there and then lah. anyway, i was pretty much taken aback by all the content. my hunger disappeared because of that. i wouldn't want to go into detail about what was brought up but all i can say is, we have to stay vigilant & get the right information!

after the whole seminar.. we walked to bugis to have brunch at macs. then we went to aida's house! to play badminton. i love aida's sisters laaa they're so adorable! Aisya's got the power! :D Thanks for the wonderful day guys(:

i'm tired, sleepy and thirsty. i'm cranky, pissed and angry. i had to carry my heavy bag and laptop from NUS to school. the library is closed for orientation. i'm tired, sleepy and cranky.

i shall not be affected by the vicious comments that are inflicted upon me. COS I DONT CAREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. 

I was so glad/relieved/happy that today's attachment didn't turn out so bad. I mean, i survived it without having to humiliate myself. YAY! I discovered grammar errors in my proposal, but whatever. I shall be serious with the project I intend to do, no matter how impossible it sounds. 

Today we ended at.. 10 and went for an early lunch. I ate western food again for the third time in a row. I'm in love with NUS' food. I could easily gain weight just by staying there for a week. They even have NZ ICE CREAM! *HYPERVENTILATES* Plus, Everything's sooooo much cheaper there. 2.80 for a plate of speg with chicken chop! Enough to fill my empty hungry tummy up. I mean, compared to school's food (which i think sucks, but i have no choice but to eat it anyway), it is sooooooo much better la. I shall make it a point to try evey halal food stall there is in NUS. wahhahhaaha

Alright i wanna bobok. Sudah ngantuk. Selamat malam

DAN SELAMAT HARI JADI NADIAH! :D

which reminds me, today i withdrew 200 bucks because SOMEONE got me excited over SOMEONE who was behind us. Sooooooo, I pressed the 200 dollar button and poof, 4 50 dollar notes came out of the atm machine. hahahahahahaha omg all that chaos for a silly guy xD who's such a hottie i tells ya. we rock at stalking right, atiqah? *winks*

today i was ridiculed at for an idea brought up. i thought it was relevant to me so hey, i decided to share. but i guess i learnt that some things should be kept to myself, unless it is some SPLENDID WONDERFUL SCIENTIFIC idea that would WOWWWW people and make them fall off their seats and fall into the pond and drown themselves cos they don't know how to swim. yeah you get my point.

i guess it's true. doens't mean you've got the IQ, you necessarily have the EQ, which to me, is as important. No matter how smart you are, or whether you hold the highest qulifications or not, doesn't mean you can forget your roots. Ok I guess not everyone can balance both, but at least try? or make the effort to. one has to realise that not everyone is like oneself: smart & talented. people like me,ou unfortunately, have yet to harness that intelligence. and right now, you give me a perception that all smart people are stuck ups.

ugh im jsut frustrated. i wish i was thrown into an attachment that i can enjoy for the next four weeks.

i really hope she doesn't ridicule me tomorrow. i can't take it anymore. i'm just not cut out for them.  

ZENITH HAS OFFICIALLY ENDED! Just a few days ago I was dreading it. 

Yesterday & today had to be the highlight of everything else. Mass dance at suntec and Onite was so funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. :)