I have inconveniently fallen sick :( (inserts saddest emoticon here)

I can’t breathe right, I feel nauseous, my head is spinning, my feet feels cold…

Surviving this week makes us all immortals :)

Today was quite an experience. I sat outside the toilet for my math paper today because I had diarrhea. Awesome.

I am quite frustrated that people keep telling me that I have gained weight. Why does it bother them so much that I have? Leave me alone Thank You.

Die die must do, then if cannot do, die lor.

Note to self:

1. Never talk to someone who’s tired because I’ll probably end up pissing them off even if I had good intentions.

WAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHA SO JUST NOW I TOOK A BREAK FROM ERM MY MESS AND WATCHED 27 DRESSES AND OH MY GOD I THINK I HAVE OFFICIALLY FALLEN IN LOVE WITH MOVIES THAT END WITH A WEDDING OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT, LIKE I LOVE YOU MAN, ENCHANTED, NOTTING HILL, 27 DRESSES, PS I LOVE YOU, MADE OF HONOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA I THINK IT’S A BAD HABIT THAT I GET ALL EMOTIONAL AND MELANCHOLIC AT THE END OF THE SHOW. IT’S LIKE HOW I FELL DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH NOTTING HILL AND PRACTICALLY WATCHED IT OVER AND OVER AGAIN FOR A WEEK. BUT I’VE STOPPED DOING THAT RECENTLY, SO IT’S OKAY I HOPE I’VE GOTTEN OVER IT. HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM.

OKAY LALALALALALALALALALALALALALA……………………. IN CONCLUSION, I AM A SUCKER FOR HAPPILY EVER AFTERS. ALTHOUGH I KNOW FOR THE FACT THAT IT DOESN’T REALLY HAPPEN IN REALITY. AHH OKAY NEVERMIND. AND I JUST FINISHED A TUBE OF SPEARMINT MENTOS AS WELL AS A CUP OF COFFEE. MAMPUS SUGAR HIGH.

It’s been 4 crazy years. Thank You IP kidz :)

I never knew you felt that way about me. I am obviously disheartened.

I shouldn’t have poked my nose into your blog. I shouldn’t have.

:( Oh God, give me strength.

I’ve been academically unproductive BUT I’ve been working on 2 mini projects, and I AM DONE WITH THEM:)

20 odd days to A levels. Haiyah :(

I miss minahips.

But we hardly talk or interact with each other.

So today, in our lame attempt at erm, bonding, we spent a good 5 minutes over breakfast arguing whether the “meat” my brother didn’t want to eat was a fat or a tendon.

They grow up too fast, really. I remember how we used to fist fight when we were young. Those weren’t the fondest of memories but looking at us now, we don’t do that anymore! Which I am eternally grateful for. However, squabbles do take place among the 3 of us… not with fists but with words. Equally hurtful, but twice as funny. :)

I just got news that a cousin from my maternal side had just passed away.

Al-fatihah.

Would you care to join me on my night study date?

Why is it got a lot of hair on my head drop one ah?

I woke up today telling myself, okay I will skip the morning and go to school later so I could take a trip to the dentist.

When I woke up I gave the dentist a call since they insisted that it’s by appointment.

The receptionist said that the earliest appointment for the subsidized dentist will be in JANUARY!!!!!!! OMG I CAN’T WAIT THAT LONG!!!! So I asked when the earliest slot would be for the non-subsidized one and thank God she said there’s a slot today, but it’s at 7!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA I COULD’VE GONE TO SCHOOL :(

AND OH MY GOD I PASSED GP FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME TODAY:) ALHAMDULILLAH!!!!!

Today has been rather miserable.

My toothache still persists and unfortunately I had a migraine throughout the afternoon. So I took painkillers and zonked out.

Now my migraine is gone, but the nagging toothache is still there. I checked them out, there’s no decay whatsoever. So now I’m wondering, what is causing my suffering?!??!?!?!

And lastly, how are we supposed to know if a line passes through the circle or not? How are we supposed to know if the half line is a tangent to the circle? HOW HOW HOW HOW?!?!?!? It’s driving me nuts. I can’t afford to spend an hour on one argand diagram question!!!!!!!

The toothache and my inability to solve argand diagram questions sucks.

i have a toofache and it hurts :(

is a door for my room.

I hate how I am constantly being rudely interrupted when I’m trying my very best to stay focused.

And if a door is too much to ask for, I’d settle for a sign that says “FUCK OFF” or “DO NOT DISTURB” if the former is too rude.

I just do not understand why YOU MUST CONSTANTLY BOTHER ME. PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!!!! Go bother someone else, JUST DON’T BOTHER ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Oh My God.

At about 6.20ish like that, I felt giddy and my vision kept swaying from left to right. I thought I was hungry, as I always am.

Then I saw my fan shaking so I was wondering whoa I must be really hungry, or it must be the effect after I banged my head against the table.

Then I saw the lamps hanging from my ceiling swaying from left to right. It reminded me of the incident back in 2007 when there was a series of earthquakes off Indonesia.

I panicked and tried accessing CNA but couldn’t! Then just now at about 6.40pm I saw CNA with their news headlines saying that there was an earthquake of magnitude 7.6 off Sumatra. I wasn’t hallucinating/crazy.

My brother even called me merepek for thinking that there was an earthquake. Sad, no?

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku, Please protect my father & his colleagues in Vietnam. Please let them work in a safe environment and let them come home safely. Amin.

I hate how paranoid I am. I hate how information can be so accessible for paranoids like me to stumble upon.

I was googling about the Tsunami that hit the Samoa Islands and then I happen to come across an article about Typhoon Ketsana. What caught my eye was “Typhoon Ketsana hits Vietnam & Cambodia” And I’m like thinking, OH MY GOD MY FATHER IS THERE. So I read on and realised, okay, my father is in Ho Chin Minh City while the Typhoon hit Central Vietnam, which according to the map, is very far away. But I’m still concerned and worried about it……

Dearest friends, if you’re reading this, please help me pray for my father & his friend’s safety!!!